Is this what a friendship called?
What is friendship forever?
I'm hesitated..
There's a voice inside my head
"Just be cheerful, everything will be fine"
"Go on, talk with them...."
But I still dunno what to do
Or can say, how to do it....
I am angry I am sad,
I feel hurt of all me friends,
Why do everyone not caring for me?
Why no one will care for my feelings?
Why must I be the one,
The one who is neglected?
No one will understand me,
Understand what am I thinking,
No one will care for my heart,
Whether I am hurt or not.
Am I not good enough?
Or am I too soft?
Too soft to everyone,
To take advantage of me.
They can just boom me,
Like I have no feelings.
THey can just hurt me,
Without thinking.
They can just make me disappear,
From their eyes,
From their memories,
Like I've never appear in their life before...
Am I a friend of them?
Am I a Real and Meaningful friend to them?
Or just a tool?
Can I believe them again?
I can't sure anymore,
And my heart wall,
Is built again...
Cause I don't want to be hurt again,
I can't stand any injures appear in my heart again,
I can't make myself to be hurted again,
And I'm hurt again.......
